Yes
I love you more...
And when I say you, I mean the plural sense of you...
Which means ALL of you!

Anyway, the summer is soon drawing to a close and I'm realizing, I have so much that I should be doing up here that I'm not. So, I guess that's going to be my like seven month late resolution. To post tons of silly poetry on the site that kept me sane for like a year, haha.

What have I been doing you ask? Absolutely nothing. I've been working primarily...raising money from Carolina grads and the like. I'm moving out of my current apartment this Friday and moving into a new one on the 20th of the beautiful wonderful month that is August. On the ninth, I plan to party hardy for my birthday, probably head on down to see Myrtle Beach for the first time ever. It'll be fun! Then I get my braces off on the THIRTEENTH!!!!!!! So I will definitely have another party then. After that, It's back to school. I only have a year and a half left until I graduate and then it's off to law school with me. It's kind of weird. I feel like I just started college and I'm already about to graduate.

I'm completely alone in this little apartment of mine, since all my roommates moved out. It's kind of weird. I guess this is what living in a one bedroom feels like. Haha, it's so empty, but full of random memories when you stand in certain places. Again, very weird.

Well, that is all, my pretties. I promise I shall come back like once a month, and I'm marking it down on my calendar so that I'm not making empty promises.

~yep

Yeah
I haven't been here in a while, hahaha.
I sign on and I have 42 deviations to look over and a bunch of messages, not to mention it's like 2 in the morning and I'm definitely not going to start doing that now. Fun times looking at art.
I guess I should start with the fact that I'm back at UNC-CH and have been since this summer. I'll still be graduating early even, how about them tasty apples. Mmmmm, apples.
I'll have to figure out how I'm going to pay for law school, but who cares about that now, I'll think about it sometime in the future...maybe even the near future due to the fact that i graduate in a year...meh
I have a job, an apartment, some monies (albeit not much), and apparently a fuzzy ass cat named cat...actually i think its name is Zoe, but whatever...i dun like long haired kitties...
I'm like looking at previous journal entries as I type and I'm realizing I've changed a significant amount since the times of blissful oblivion and naivety. Fun fun fun times...
Anywayyyyyyy, I indeed has poetry and short stories galore, but that will have to wait until i look through all of the previously mentioned art deviation thingimajigs, but if i decide not to procrastinate it shouldn't take but a couple of days and at the most no more than a week. It will be worth the wait though, I promise. There is collaboration, communication, incineration, and even a little re-education in all of it. I think I have some drawings from work that will probably make one feel as if they had taken a hallucinogen.
I think that's about all for this update, and I'm totally sorry for taking more than a year to do anything in this thingymajig, but to be honest I kinda forgot for a little bit. I still love you though *HUGS*, *RELUCTANT KISSES*, *MANIPULATIVE BACKSTABBING HANDSHAKES* teehee, backstabbing handshakes...kind of an oxymoron, eh...
Time to get to work on these deviations,
a minus y

also...Rousseau is my hubby YAY

Okay, so everyone knows i am out for the semester due to a lack of funds, right?
WELLLLL, help me be happy by letting me advertise for a second.
This website here ([link]) is a chance for you to alllllll win 10k and it's prettttttty simple. Register, make sure to put my email at the bottom, and then eat chips. The chips are for good luck, obviously. Anyway, the reason why i'm so excited about this is not because of the money or smutt like that, it's just because they have this point system. They also put the top point earners in a list of the top five. I WANT TO BE NUMBER ONE! It would be nice to see my name in a number one spot somewhere. Plus, the site is very helpful, and i've learned a lot from the forums and such about student loans. This will help me research some more and make my decision about getting a private student loan or not. But, for now, I just want to be number one. NUMBER ONE!! so help me out here. okay. I love you long time if you do.
Tanku,
a minus da y

So yeah...it's been a while.
Not been doing too much on deviantart, just checking out other artists for the most part.
I think i have a story hidden somewhere on my harddrive. I might upload that tonightssss.
or the day after
or the day after that
or the day after the day after that
or forever
or HAMMER TIME *dun dun dun dun. dun, dun dun.*
I'm thinking i might try to do more sometime soooooon or something.
I've been working more on music than i have literature.
I tried out for symphony band, after picking up the clarinet for the first time in months. I hope that went well. hahaha.
Recording has been fun. Ilikeadalayingoftracks.
I've got an essay on poverty on the way, that is fairly interesting. It is funny to see how many different theories there are on poverty (You gots a theory? Put down a comment. I assure you it will not go unappreciated). It's also funny to see how few solutions there are...
classes started...fun...
My doggy is cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee and so awesome.
and i'm done.
a minus da y

Okayokayokayokayokayokayokayokay...
yeah...
a lot has happened
so much that if I attempted to say it all that a vacuum would occur in the internet and you would be sucked up in it to be eaten by a procession of kilobytes and megabytes.
Even though I'd love to see that happen, I think it would be kinda mean so I won't completely tell everything that has happened.
Plus, I have to go to spanish soon, so, yeah, uh, that, wouldn't, work, at, all, maybe...
So here is a kinda timeline like breakdown of life since august.
Ahem...
AUGUST
*I started school
*My immediate family got kicked out of the house before they had procured the new one.
*HOORAY FOR HOMELESSSNESS
*I went to the club and was freaked out by some old man and haven't been back since
*reuhlationshipmessnesswherewhowhathowdid thathappenagain?
SEPTEMBER
*Still homless
*Visited high school and hugged 50 million people, I think I could have gotten a disease AHHHHHHHH cry...
*Had my first midterms
*RUCKUS
*Happy dances all over the place
OCTOBER
*NOT HOMELESS ANYMORE YAY WEE OMG HOUSE BY THE LAKE OMG FISH AND CABBAGE WEE
*Soccer, and chinese food
*Visited ECU in one day (gotta do that again, silly muppets)
*Began using the word evil to describe everything but the kitchen knife

YES AWESOMENESS ABOUNDS, YES I WILL MAKE POETRY ONE DAY, YES YES YES YES YES YES YE SYES YE SYE SYE SY YEEY Y 69 BBQ!!!!
I don't know why I'm so excited...... I think it's because that was a lot of stuff to put up there...anyway, this has been a message from:
a minus da y